This song is cool.
Dear Diary
Mood: Apathetic
My life is just spiraling downward. I couldn't get enough money to go to the "Blood Red Romance and Suffocate Me Dry" concert It sucks, 'cause they play some of my favorite songs like "Stab My Heart Because I Love you" and "Rip Apart My Soul" and of course "Stabby Rip Stab Stab". And it doesn't help that I couldn't get my hair into that flippy thing either like that guy from that band can do. Some days, you know?
I'm an emo kid
Non-conforming as can be
You'd be non-conforming too if you look just like me
I have paint on my nails
And makeup on my face
I'm almost emo enough to start shaving my legs
'Cause I feel real deep when I'm dressing in drag
I call it freedom of expression
But you call me a fag
'Cause our dudes look like chicks
And our chicks look like dykes
'Cause emo is one step below transvestite
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
I'm dark and sensitive with low self esteem
The way I dress makes me feel like everyday is Halloween
I have no real problems
But I like to make believe
I stole my sisters mascara
Now I'm grounded for a week
Sulking and writing poetry are my hobbies
I can't get through a Hawthorne Heights album without sobbing
Girls keep breaking up with me
Its never any fun
They say they already have a p****
They don't need another one
Stop my breathing and slit my throat
I must be emo
I don't jump around when I go to shows
I must be emo
Dying my hair and polish on my toes
I must be emo
I play guitar and write suicide notes
I must be emo
My life is just a black abyss, ya know? It's so dark, and it's suffocating me. Grabbing a hold of me and tightening its grip. Tighter than a pair of my little sisters jeans. (Which look great on me, by the way.)
When I get depressed I cut my wrists in every direction
Hearing songs about getting dumped gives me an erection
I write in a Livejournal and wear thick rimmed glasses
I tell my friends I bleed black and cry during classes
I'm just a bad cheap imitation of goth
You can read me "Catcher in the Rye" and watch me jack off
I wear skin tight clothes while hating my life
If i said that I liked girls I'd only be half right
I look like I'm dead and dress like a homo
I must be emo
Screw Xbox I play old school nintendo
I must be emo
Me and my friends all look like clones
I must be emo
My parents don't get me, ya know? They think I'm gay just because they saw me kiss a guy. Well, a couple guys. But still, I mean its the 200s, can't 2, or 4 dudes make out with eachother without being gay? I mean, chicks dig that kind of thing anyways. I don't know, Diary. Sometimes I think you're the only one that gets me. You're my best friend.
