sorry this is so sloppy and whatnot i just woke up and typed down whatever i could remember.
okay so i'm asleep right. i never have nightmares like this that involve my real life but i did and i'm terrified to go back to sleep.
my dream was so cracked out.
i was like in a video game going under water and back up with some guy.. because i can't swim.. so he would pull me under and bring me back up like thats what we were supposed to do.. and there was this boat with really weird things on the side that made it not float.. they were like dolls and stuff and depending on where you turned them they would change into an angry face and lower their guns and point at something. anyway my dream cut to this weird movie.. about really demented dolphin noise. this is the only part i can't recall. i was getting out of the movie. it was my family agian. my mom runs in the house after me and my brother were starting to clean up our water fight, i go "we're cleaning mom!" and she goes "no.. thats not it.. i just heard that joel just died in iraq" and we started crying and it was devestating like i could hear my heart break. than i was running to my mom at her workplace in slowmotion i twas dreadful i was running and we ran and hugged and started crying. then we were at my graduation of lights or something but i was only graduation 9th grade.. everyone was there for me.. the guys i like and stuff. and these one guys jose and ryan from my 8th period. anyway i was there and everyone was congratulating me on graduation but joel was still dead so everyone was sad. i went to say bye to ryan and jose and me and jose saw ryan making out with some fat black chick that goes to m yschool and we were like "what the hell" and at school jose always makes fun of ryan calling him gay and stuff, so i went "you need to stop calling ryan gay i think it hurts his feelings" and jose turned into this incredibly queer guy going "whatever" or something and i'm like "your so gay look at yourself" and then he started walking to his BOAT with weird THINGS ON THE SIDE that looked like demented DOLLS and he got in and he was like "are you ready" and he got all sweaty and scary and oh my gosh i'm crying thinking about it and he started to turn the wheel and i'm in the back of the "boat" thing and i'm hanging on expecting to go under and him to bring me back up but he goes in with a smile on his face saying "its going under but i'm not coming back up with it!" and i think i said "me either!" and i can't swim so i was trying to get out but i couldn't and the boat was going under so i finally got realeased but i was stranded there in the water because i couldnt swim and i started to drown and THATS when i woke up.
anyone else have weird dreams like this? ones that feel so real you're scared to go back to sleep?
